Jesus Trujillo
Estados Unidos = Estamos Jodidos
(No Dejes Que Te Quiten La Vida), 2026
Mixed media on plywood
10.5 x 11 x 3.5 inches
Artist Statement:
In my current body of work, I wrestle with the constant struggles and frustrations of being a 'Mexican American.' This exploration delves into the nuanced tones and underlying use of Spanish phrases that blur the line between affection and criticism. Through my work, I express how these phrases impacted me emotionally and mentally growing up, giving me a chance to voice my inner turmoil.
Using Spanish phrases in my artwork allows me to express the exhaustion of relentlessly having to prove my identity as a ‘Mexican American.’ These phrases carry profound cultural significance, reflecting not only my personal journey of cultural assimilation but also the ongoing process of shaping my identity. By incorporating these words, I aim to create a sense of connection with others who share similar experiences—those trying to find their place and a sense of belonging. Each phrase becomes a vehicle for self-expression, conveying the emotions and challenges of balancing heritage with contemporary life.
Choosing plywood as my primary medium is an intentional act of self-insertion. The material is resilient yet susceptible, it reflects the strength required to live in the in-between world of both cultures. As I bend and curve these plywood pieces, the physical manifestation of stress and tension becomes visible, providing a tangible representation of the emotional and mental strain associated with the duality of being both Mexican and American.
Through this body of work, I invite viewers to engage with the raw and unfiltered narratives of my personal journey. It is my hope that a dialogue can emerge — one that encourages empathy, understanding, and a shared recognition of the universal struggles embedded within the quest for identity.
